AN: I decided to follow Ethan

How do you lose a 7 year old boy! I’ve turned this damn city upside down and nothing has come of it. Its like he vanished! I can’t believe I let him go missing, what the hell is wrong with me. I’ve created a grid to search the wastelands but that could take months or even years and winter will be here sooner then I like. What am I going to do? God damn Elle, god damn Marcus, I was just trying to protect them. Yet I think the worst part of all of this is the fact that I now have to act like nothing happened and keep acting in the best interest of the district. If I fall behind in goals they’ll send in a new commander and god knows what they’ll do to “motivate” these folks. I’m a fool for thinking I could balance all of this, I’m a fool for taking this job but now that I’m here I have no choice but to act and react.

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